ninehertz

1. • mike
   • Yeah hope you feel better soon chap.
   • [22:36 on 04/02/09]
2. • Sheldon
   • cheers guys that means alot to me
     
     Yeah i probably should see someone about it my lady wanted me to go to the doctor after it happened but i didnt go she has been looking after me she knows what happening i was talking about it with her today my emotions are all over the place at the moment one minute happy then the next im in tears its stupid really i might talk to my mum about it all
     
     It weirds you know sometimes i think why does it matter i have enough to get by till september when i start uni then its student loan all the way
     
     then other times i want to punch peoples head in or lob myself though a window or jump in the thames then other times i want to stab my ex boss to death for being such a prick andi guess thats the problem i cant let go of the past i feel im being punished for something and that i have failed at life like im scum it weird shit i should jsut shut up and play guitar
     
     I used to be like this when i was 17/18 but without window incidents then i lost weight and got fit got my lady of my dreams and got happy i lost a part of my life from that job so i need to reclaim it
     
   • [01:08 on 05/02/09]

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